why am i feeling so lifeless?LOL.

anyway friday meet up with fenniie for dinner and camwhored section. haha..

our special day!!(:

and got alot of mosquito bite at esplanade there.lol

there is one temporarily structure outside esplanade for dont know what reason.

for people to cam-whore?? maybe..!!haha..

helping lynette to celebrate her 21st b'dae on sat.

though it was abit late but hope you enjoy it (:

watching Bounty Hunter and steamboat(:

and i had already returned the uniform to ikea.

feel damn sad, dont wish to leave.

how i wish F&B was my diploma course.wahaha..[think too much!]

meet ahma to amk for walk and trim my eyebrown.

today is my 1st day work.feel so weird!!

honestly, i still didnt play enough. still want to play as much as possible before getting a real job.

but it is still ok for the first day..

stupid laptop giving me much problem.lol!!

kbox with ahma,her bf and her friend.lol.

at first plan to go watch movie but almost full house only left with front row seats.

so went singing instead (:

maybe a good start will be a better for me. LOL.

trying to be serious at everything everytime

and end up like that which i dont like.

hais..a full-stop and exclaimation mark!!

bored at home ytd so camwhored.lol.

feel abit lame and boring but bo bian.

tmr will be my last day. chill-ed out with friend after that (:

starting work real soon..!!

last working day is 22th but the cutting off pay will be on 24th.

i will miss the people and fun working at ikea :(

especially all the craps that we made (:

time pass faster this way..

working as a designer at the design film is not my desire.

actually fashion design is my desire..but it will more difficult than i think.

and ytd(or maybe very early) i heard about a girl was pregnant at the age of 18 and got married.when she is still schooling. and the teacher or student helped to cover for her saying she going some other place to do some stuffs for long period.

after she had gave birth, she then realised she dont even love her husband.

and she said why she gave birth in the first place.

not regret?too fast..need sometime to be alone!!

wtf!! sound like u are a girl..

working almost everyday this few weeks after we graduated.

life feel so empty without studies..

and now i understand what outside world people say studying is still the best..

i finally understand!!

but in future, you still have to face the outside world, the true reality.

cant be studying forever?

hope i will get a full time job as soon as possible (:

thus, maybe should work even more to earn more money to get the things i want to get.haha

keep things to yourself sometime is still the best. (:

went cafebiz for our dinner buffet with gfs..

the food over there are not bad..

feel like going again.

but is abit expensive

and shopping before that days(:

Must save money now )):